The weekend is here. I live in Syracuse, NY and 9 out of 10 days it is ugly outside. Cloudy, gloomy or rain. But for me, living upstairs - with no car to go anywheres - haven't been outside for fresh air since last thursday for a trip to the doctors. Having trouble getting around. I don't know if I have ever brought up the problem of my foot that has been rapidly been on a path of being deformed. The bone has slowly been twisting towards the floor. If you see it, it looks like I walk on the side of my ankle. And if you WALKED on it, it feels like stepping on a bottle cap (with the rough edges on the skin). To top it off, I am very overweight. I can't stand long, I can't walk far, and haven't done any shopping in a couple of years. No grocery shopping, no fairs, no christmas shopping . . only on line. Some think I should just get a wheelchair and get on with it, but I am afraid if I get in one, I may never get out. I live with the pain. I take celebrex. I need my own transportation to get out of my house. The longer I am in here, the more depressed I get. I miss my job so much. I feel free when I am on the road. I may not be able to walk, but my world is so much BIGGER.
